Sail,
Don’t Drift
I find the greatest thing
in this world not so much where we stand, as in what direction we are
moving. To reach the port of heaven, we must sail sometimes with the
wind, and sometimes against it, but we sail, and not drift, nor live
at anchor.
OLIVER WENDELL
HOLMES
Almost everywhere it is
assumed that people are seeking truth, that society is literally swarming
with dedicated truth seekers.
Colleges and universities
are forever releasing promotional material with pictures of strong young
men and beautiful girls walking side by side into the sunrise with rays
of ethereal light illuminating their upturned faces; the idea being,
one would gather, that those who enter our halls of higher learning
are one and all burning with desire to walk in the way of philosophers
and sages, if not indeed in the way of prophets and apostles, or even
of martyrs if God so wills.
This fallacy is obviously
maintained by our educators for the time the student remains within
the envied walls, for the baccalaureate orator chosen to do the honours
at graduation is almost always one who will go along with the pleasant
deception and assure the innocent graduate that after years of searching
for the fountain of all wisdom he has at last found it and is now prepared
to go out along with his fellow graduates to "build a better and
a finer world."
Why this kind of pablum
is swallowed so eagerly by the outgoing students and by their smiling
and misty-eyed parents can be understood only when we remember that
people like to hear what they want to hear and at a time like that they
are not willing to spoil the pleasure of it by checking on the accuracy
of anything they are told.
The fact is that men have
never in any numbers sought after truth. If we may judge people’s interests
by their deeds, then of the young men and women who stream forth from
our halls of learning each year the vast majority have no more than
a passing and academic interest in truth. They go to college not to
satisfy a yearning to discover truth, but to improve their social standing
and increase their earning power. These motives are not necessarily
to be despised; but they should be known for what they are, and not
hidden beneath a pink cloud of specious idealism.
What are people actually
seeking? Of course they seek satisfaction for the basic urges such as
hunger, sex and social companionship; but beyond these what? Certainly
for nothing as high and noble as truth.
Ask the average American
what he wants from life and if he is candid he will tell you he wants
success in his chosen field; and he wants success both for the prestige
it brings him and for the financial security it affords. And why does
he want financial security? To guarantee him against the loss of comforts,
luxuries and pleasures, which he believes are rightfully his as a part
of his American heritage. The ominous thing about all this is that everything
he wants can be bought with money. It would be hard to think of an indictment
more terrible than that.
The notion that the world
is full of truth seekers becomes stronger as we approach the Church
and mingle with religious persons. The liberal and humanistic churches
bear down especially hard on this point, their ministers constantly
flattering their listeners that they are engaged in a heroic quest for
the truth. That a few hundred persons will gather in an air-conditioned
building once a week to sit on cushioned pews and listen to good music
appears to be enough to satisfy the too easily satisfied minister that
his congregation is composed of crusaders of the first water.
Either to avoid embarrassment
or because he is not sure of his own beliefs the said liberal minister
is usually careful to avoid definitions, so no one knows exactly what
it is he is supposed to be looking for. But it gives a tremendous lift
to a man’s self-respect to think of himself, if only briefly and once
a week, as a lofty idealist searching for truth, a kind of cosmic prospector
digging for gold among the hills of God. If his wife fails to recognize
him by that description it really doesn’t matter, for no one takes the
whole thing very seriously anyway. But it is a relief from the grind
of business, traffic and taxes.
The world is full of seekers,
true enough, and they gravitate quite naturally toward the Church. Seekers
after peace of mind are plentiful enough to keep the printing presses
busy; seekers after physical health are always with us in sufficient
numbers to make our leading faith healers comfortably rich; seekers
after success and safety are legion, as our popular religious leaders
know too well. But real seekers after truth are almost as rare as albino
deer. And here is why:
Truth is a glorious but
hard master. It makes moral demands upon us. It claims the sovereign
right to control us, to strip us, even to slay us as it chooses. Truth
will never stoop to be a servant but requires that all men serve it.
It never flatters men and never compromises with them. It demands all
or nothing and refuses to be used or patronized. It will be all in all
or it will withdraw into silence.
It was Christ who capitalized
truth and revealed that it was not an "it" at all but a Being
with all the attributes of personality. "I am the Truth,"
He said, and followed truth straight to the cross.
The truth seeker must follow
Him there; and that is the reason few men seek truth.
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It is born in every man
to want to dramatize his life and to cast himself as the star of the
performance.
Once let a man become persuaded
that he is a hero in quest of the holy grail of truth and he becomes
a victim of a pretty and pleasant delusion that inflates his ego and
blinds him to the very truth he claims to seek. And if he is later forced
to admit that he has not found it he absolves himself from all guilt,
for has he not searched? Has he not hunted through the years for the
precious treasure? Where is the stone he has left unturned? Where has
he not drilled or digged among the philosophies and religions of the
world? Why then has he not found?
To him there can be only
one answer: The Spirit and Wisdom of the universe has let him down.
The great Oversoul has withheld the secret from him. So he tells himself
and in wounded dignity walks stiffly into the sunset convinced that
he has been deeply wronged in his effort to discover life’s summum bonum.
His is a tragedy worthy of Aeschylus and he himself grand in failure
and noble in defeat.
Disillusioning people is
a thankless task and quite plainly does not come under the category
of making friends and thinking positively. Nevertheless it must be done
if we are to rescue lost men from the consequences of their delusions.
So let me say boldly that it is not the difficulty of discovering truth
but the unwillingness to obey it that makes it so rare among men.
Our Lord said, "I
am the Truth," and again He said, "The Son of man is come
to seek and to save that which was lost." Truth therefore is not
hard to find for the very reason that it is seeking up. Truth is not
a thing for which we must search, but a Person to whom we must hearken.
This is taught or taken
for granted in the record of God’s dealings with men throughout the
Sacred Scriptures. After the sin in Eden it was not Adam who cried,
"O God, where art Thou?" but God who cried "Where art
thou?" as He sought for Adam among the trees of the Garden. Abraham
heard God speak and responded, but it was God who was the aggressor.
God appeared unto Jacob before Jacob came to appear before God. And
in the burning bush God revealed Himself to Moses.
Again and again did God
take the initiative. He sought for Gideon and found him on the threshing
floor of Ophrah. He showed Himself to Isaiah when there is no evidence
that Isaiah was seeking Him. Before Jeremiah was born God laid His hand
upon him, and He opened heaven to let the discouraged priest Ezekiel
see a vision and hear a voice. Amos said he was not a prophet neither
a prophet’s son, but the Lord "took" him as he followed the
flock. Again God was the aggressor.
In the New Testament things
are not otherwise. True, multitudes came to Christ for physical help,
but only rarely did one seek Him out to learn the truth; and even that
rare one usually turned away when the truth was told him. The whole
picture in the Gospels is one of a seeking Saviour, not one of seeking
men. The truth was hunting for those who would receive it, and relatively
few did. "Many are called, but few are chosen."
The truth in the Person
of the Logos, the Word, is seeking to illuminate the minds of men. "That
was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world."
For this reason, when we conceive ourselves to be honest seekers who
cannot find the light we are in a state of dangerous self-deception.
It is a grave situation. Unless help comes quickly the darkness may
close down upon us permanently. "If therefore the light that is
in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness."
Behind all our failure
to find light is an unconfessed and possibly an unconscious love of
darkness. "This is the condemnation, that light is come into the
world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds
were evil. For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh
to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. But he that doeth truth
cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they
are wrought in God" (John 3:19-21).
We should always remember
that we are accountable not only for the light we have but also for
the light we might have if we were willing to obey it. Truth is sovereign
and will not allow itself to be trifled with. And it is easy to find
for it is trying to find us. Obedience is the big problem: and unwillingness
to obey is the cause of continued darkness.
Reference:
The Set of the Sail, A.W. Tozer - chapter 27-28.
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